Queen Fixatia
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Queen of the Succubi
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Post by Queen Fixatia on Sept 18, 2009 20:44:40 GMT -6
...Excuse me Mr. Fixatia smile as she looked around, listening to what Xiao was saying to her. She enjoyed how the city looked in the morning. She let out a sigh, looking back to the half elf.
“Well, for starters, I am the queen of the succubi,” the succubus said with a slight smile. She was waiting for his reaction. Most tended to have a ‘wow’ moment where they did not believe her at all. Others tended to get angry because she had not told them early about who she was.
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Post by arisu on Sept 18, 2009 21:19:18 GMT -6
Xiao sighed in relief, exhaling a breath he had not realized he was holding. So the news wasn't all that bad. He thought she was going to tell him something horrible like 'Oh, I'm pregnant and the child will eat your soul, ok?' Being the queen of succubi wasn't all that bad. Compared to the many many horrid thoughts he imagined in his head.
But you couldn't say it didn't shock a bit him to learn this little fact. However, it did explain a lot of things. Like how she was so easily able to seduce him. "Wow." was all he could think of replying to such a statement.
Though... it made him wonder even more why she would even pick him. He was, after all, a half breed nothing. Nothing special about him... He get self-conscious of himself. How would he be able to please her? How could he live up to her expectations? Which were, without a doubt, very high since she was a queen and all. He didn't deserve her.
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Queen Fixatia
Peasant
Queen of the Succubi
Sexy as a stinger of a hornet in your arm.
Posts: 98
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Post by Queen Fixatia on Sept 18, 2009 22:08:04 GMT -6
...Just a girl. Well, that seemed to go well enough. Fixatia gave a smile, letting her hand slip into Xiao’s hand. Well, he was not upset, so it seemed. He was rather alright with. Rather relieved with the information she had just presented him.
“You are alright with this, then?” the succubus asked as her eyes observed the half elf. She sent him another smile. “You have nothing to worry about really. It is just a ranking, you know. I will not demand anything from you, Xiao, just your attention I would say.”
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Post by arisu on Sept 18, 2009 22:35:08 GMT -6
Xiao smiled and gave her hand a reassuring squeeze. "Of course. I'm not worried at all. I promise. It's just..." He paused, not sure how to ask his question. It wasn't that he was ungrateful that he picked her, it was just... of all the people, why him? "It's just... You hate half breeds... you're the Queen of Succubi. Of all the people you could choose from, hell, you could even go to the King of Incubuses... you chose me." He was actually rather touched that she picked him.
Just his attention? That's all she wanted from him? Hell, she could get that rather easily. Just the simple brush of her lips against his would make his mind focus solely on her. That or just confuse him with lust...
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Queen Fixatia
Peasant
Queen of the Succubi
Sexy as a stinger of a hornet in your arm.
Posts: 98
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Post by Queen Fixatia on Sept 19, 2009 10:38:46 GMT -6
...Pursuit of happiness. Fixatia scrunched her nose up slightly at the mention of the king of the incubi. He was definitely the last person she wanted to think about at the moment especially after their last encounter. The queen had to push the thoughts of Lucien out of her mind once more, or she would become furious once more.
“I can’t explain it,” the succubus said, turning to Xiao once more. “Feelings of affection do not come around for my people often. I know what I feel, though, and I would rather not lose that no matter what. This is why it does not bother me that you are a half breed.”
Fixatia wrapped a finger around a loose strand of hair. The queen definitely wanted someone to be hers. Someone she could have feelings for. Sure, she could easily go after an incubus, but she knew that would only be to mate. There would be no feelings between them, and that was why she had not settled from just a plain old incubus.
“I hope none of this bothers you, Xiao,” she said, her eyes drifting up to his. She sent him a cute little smile. “I could easily stop pursuing you if this is all too much for you.”
The succubus probably wouldn’t just stop going after the half elf, though. She always knew what she want, and what she wanted she always got.
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Post by arisu on Sept 20, 2009 18:32:12 GMT -6
Xiao noticed Fixatia's face as she thought about something rather... unpleasing. He wondered what. He hoped it was nothing he had said. He almost chuckled at the strange face of agitation, it didn't suit her at all to wear such a face.
"Feelings of affection do not come around for my people often." At the mention of this, he couldn't help but feel pity for the succubi and incubi. What a terrible thing it must be. To feed on others, using lust and seduction, but never have any feeling of love or affection towards it. Then he guess that maybe it was better that way. To not feel anything for what is supposed to be just prey. It would only interfere.
Xiao shook his head, a gentle smile on his lips. "No, none of this bothers me. You don't have to stop." He intertwined his fingers with hers. "I don't want you to be sad. I don't want you to have to give up these feelings."
He paused, the smile becoming more of a pained one. "But... these feelings..." He wasn't sure how to ask such a question. He didn't want to say something he should not have. But he had to know. "These feeling I have... they're my own, right?" The feelings of love, affection, care.... sprinkled with lust... he felt towards her belong to him right? They aren't something she forced him to feel. He wanted to feel something genuine for her. He wanted to... love her. Maybe he already does. But how was he to know?
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Queen Fixatia
Peasant
Queen of the Succubi
Sexy as a stinger of a hornet in your arm.
Posts: 98
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Post by Queen Fixatia on Sept 20, 2009 18:59:53 GMT -6
...Heaven is inside you. Fixatia gave a laugh as she observed Xiao as if he was telling her a joke. The only time she had used her power upon him was to lure him to her at the tavern and then to bring him into bed with her. She only pushed lust on people as it was. Not love. She could not create love.
“They are your own feelings,” she said with a smile. “If you feel any sort of lust, that might be from me, but I can’t help it completely. I am just a creature of lust like many say I am.”
She gave a slight smile, looking forward. “Why do you ask?”
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Post by arisu on Sept 20, 2009 19:23:33 GMT -6
Xiao's smile brightened. "No reason, just asking." He worried for nothing at all. He sighed, that was a flaw he always had, over worry about something moronic.
But then... did that mean he actually had feelings for her? That he felt... some type of love for her? His left eye mentally twitched, or maybe it did twitch in real life, he wasn't sure. This couldn't be happening. No, that couldn't be. He wasn't supposed to care for anyone like that ever again... not after...
He shook his head to get rid of such thoughts. Anything to keep himself from being engulfed back to depression and sorrow. It was over hundreds and hundreds of years since that incident. Why couldn't he just leave the past IN the past?! He had Fixatia now, wasn't that enough? Why couldn't he be happy with this?
He looked ahead and followed wherever Fixatia took him.
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Queen Fixatia
Peasant
Queen of the Succubi
Sexy as a stinger of a hornet in your arm.
Posts: 98
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Post by Queen Fixatia on Sept 20, 2009 19:45:19 GMT -6
...Dirty little secret. “Are you alright, Xiao?” the succubus asked the half elf with a bit of concern laced in her voice. She squeezed his hand gently, her eyes watching him.
Fixatia could tell if someone was upset. Half of the time she tended to just ignore their feelings and pursue whatever she wanted anyways. She was not looking for anything in particular from Xiao; she was just concerned about the half breed.
“I do not mean to pry,” she said, “you just seem suddenly bothered or upset by something. What causes this change?”
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Post by arisu on Sept 20, 2009 20:06:12 GMT -6
Xiao did not look at Fixatia, just kept his eyes straight ahead. "I'm fine." He wouldn't bore her with a stupid story of his idiotic decisions in the past. It was something stupid anyway. Something he needed to let go.
But... hearing the concern in her voice. It coaxed him into thinking that maybe he should just go on and say it. Maybe she could help him get over this guilt. Even though he should have gotten over it many, many years ago.
"A long time ago... I made a stupid mistake." He murmured just loud enough for Fixatia to hear. "In some city... I don't even remember where any more..." He paused and tried to think about the time. "I think a war was going on at the time... More than three hundred years ago..." Yes, he was a warrior during that time, it was his job to get rid of enemies. "I lost control." His blood lust got the better of him. "I killed a lot of people even children. And someone I loved dearly died because of it." But it was such a long time ago, very few could even recall those horrible events.
He let go of Fixatia's hand. "If... I did not disgust you before... I surely have now..." Why would anyone care for someone who murdered countless of people?
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Queen Fixatia
Peasant
Queen of the Succubi
Sexy as a stinger of a hornet in your arm.
Posts: 98
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Post by Queen Fixatia on Sept 20, 2009 20:27:02 GMT -6
...Stop and stare. Fixatia turned to the half elf, stopping in from walking anymore. She turned him toward her and sent him a smile, shaking her head slightly. She did not mind anyone who had killed before. The succubus was not one who had cleaned hands. She had killed before several times.
“You are not disgusting to me,” she said with a smile. She gave a slight laugh. “I have killed before. Many times. I have killed for personal gain several times. How do you think I became queen? It wasn’t just handed to me.”
She reached up and gently touched the side of Xiao’s face.
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Post by arisu on Sept 20, 2009 20:45:19 GMT -6
Xiao moved away from her touch, knowing that if he succumbed to it, he would only agree with everything that passed her lips without thinking it over. "But at least you had control over it. You didn't murder senselessly." He reasoned. "I killed many times before that time, too... I am an elven warrior and a mercenary now, it's in my job description." He looked down at his hands, in his eyes, they were forever stained with blood. "But to have killed... so many innocent people..." He clenched his fists. "That's not me." He murmured so quietly and painfully.
Every time he closed his eyes, he could see little children and frightened women run for their lives. Every time he slept, nightmares of terrible screaming would invade his sleep. There was a difference between the screams of enduring warriors and the screams of civilians, it wasn't too distinctive but there was a difference.
Fixatia may be used to such things, but he wasn't. He could never hurt someone for selfish reasons. And yet... to protect someone meant that another had to be harmed. He was a terrible mercenary at times. He was one full of contradictions. He loved the feeling of someone's blood splattered on his face but hated hurting innocent people. It made him sick to his stomach.
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Queen Fixatia
Peasant
Queen of the Succubi
Sexy as a stinger of a hornet in your arm.
Posts: 98
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Post by Queen Fixatia on Sept 21, 2009 12:38:21 GMT -6
...Oh, the hearts you break when you moan. Fixatia hushed the half elf gently, moving to stand directly in front of him. She reached up with both hands, giving him a tender touch on both sides of his face. Her eyes explored his expression. She knew he was pained by this past, but he had to recognize that it was in the past. Regret, to Fixatia, was a waste of time. In order to live, one must get over what happened in the past.
“There is no reason to preoccupy your time with such things as that,” the succubus said gently. “You will not disgust me with those killings. In my years, I have seen and done far greater crimes.”
Fixatia put her finger gently against Xiao’s lips. “I know it hurts and haunts you, but let it go, my dear half breed. Calm your troubled mind.”
She sent him a smile before leaning up and kissing him deeply, her arms wrapping around his neck to force him to stay in the kiss. She would not allow him to move out of it. This kiss was meant to distract his mind from his troubles.
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Post by arisu on Sept 21, 2009 18:52:46 GMT -6
"I know it shouldn't..." He paused. "But... I... loved her..." Of course, he didn't anymore, he gotten rid of those feelings long ago. Knowing that hanging on to that would surely drive him to the point of insanity. He loved... yes, loved, Fixatia. But that gnawing feeling just wouldn't leave him alone.
But then Xiao's mind went blank. All his thoughts were thrown out the door the second her lips touched his. As it always would. He almost scoffed at how weak he was when it came to self control around Fixatia.
He wrapped his arms around her tiny waist and pulled her closer. Deepening the kiss even more. He craved her touch and so nearly just pulled her into an alleyway to tear the clothes from her body. Never could he get his fill of the succubus. But he restrained himself to be content with just this simple kiss.
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Queen Fixatia
Peasant
Queen of the Succubi
Sexy as a stinger of a hornet in your arm.
Posts: 98
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Post by Queen Fixatia on Sept 21, 2009 20:36:50 GMT -6
...Smile like you mean it. The succubus smiled as she stood back from Xiao, taking his hand gently. “Cheer up a bit,” she said with a grin. “You are with me, you know. You should be smiling and happy and not dwelling in the past.”
Fixatia started to lead Xiao down the street once more. She was trying to get his attention to just focus on her. The queen could not help but want all of his attention to herself. She would rather not have the half elf thinking of some tragic past at the moment. She wanted him to be thinking about her.
“There is a nice view of the mountains just a few yards away,” she said, gesturing.
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Post by arisu on Sept 21, 2009 20:54:35 GMT -6
Xiao smiled. "You're right." He told her gently. And she was, why should he worry over something that happened so long ago? He should enjoy the time he spent with Fixatia. Not gloom over past loves. It wasn't everyday that you get to spend your morning, afternoon, and evening with a Queen. He chuckled lightly and gently held her hand in his as she pulled him through the streets of Abourno, towards the mountains.
Then curiosity got the better of him for the moment. "I never got to ask you...Or maybe I did and just forgot." Last night's events were a bit hazy still... most likely because of the alcohol. "You're visiting this city right now but for what reasons? To simply get out and about?" He wondered what the Queen of Succubi would want that she couldn't have in her own world. Yviex didn't have much too offer other than beautiful scenery.
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Queen Fixatia
Peasant
Queen of the Succubi
Sexy as a stinger of a hornet in your arm.
Posts: 98
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Post by Queen Fixatia on Sept 21, 2009 21:21:54 GMT -6
...What you crave. Fixatia gave a laugh, her eyes seeming to flash with a bit of mischief as she looked to Xiao. “Well, if you really can’t figure that one out, I suppose I could tell you…”
The succubus gave a laugh. She thought this was a pretty easy to answer question. In her world, she had everything. Everything she could ever imagine. Fixatia did not even have to do anything really. Her servants tended to every little task that the queen would be confronted with.
What she did not have in her world, though, was the lust of men. Lust was Fixatia’s source of energy and life. Without it, she would be unable to live. So, Fixatia like every other succubus entered the world of Yviex to feed.
“I had to feed my hunger, Xiao.”
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Post by arisu on Sept 23, 2009 20:14:09 GMT -6
Xiao rolled his eyes playfully at her answer. Of course he knew that. He wasn’t the most oblivious guy around-… ok so maybe he was at times. But the moment he saw Fixatia standing outside the Golden Feather Bar, he knew what she was and what she needed. “I meant, why Abourno?” The inhabitants of Abourno were nothing like him. Angelics, harpies, goblins, and the like were not all that similar to the like of elves or human. To have come this way and picked him, well, why not go to places like Feriay or Secstial?
He then just sighed and waved the question off. “Nevermind. It was silly of me to ask.” He smiled. Maybe he was still just having a hard time as to why the Queen of Succubi chose him. He shouldn’t look too much into it. Instead he should just relax and go with the flow and be content with having Fixatia by his side.
He looked ahead and stared in awe at the beautiful scenery the mountains of Abourno provided. Of course, they would never nearly match the beauty of the lovely succubus beside him but still magnificent in their own way.
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Queen Fixatia
Peasant
Queen of the Succubi
Sexy as a stinger of a hornet in your arm.
Posts: 98
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Post by Queen Fixatia on Sept 23, 2009 20:24:04 GMT -6
...I’ll be in your dreams. “Did you ever think that maybe this is the reason?” Fixatia asked, gesturing out to the scene in front of them. She gave a slight smile to Xiao. “And I can feed off of anyone who is male. I do not discriminate. In the dream world, I can become a harpy if I must. I can become an angelic, a goblin, a faun, a dwarf, even a troll if I desired it. I don’t need physical contact with a body to be able to feed upon it.”
The succubus gave him a smile. “If you ever see me in one of your dreams, you should just assume that I willed myself into it.”
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Post by arisu on Sept 23, 2009 20:39:56 GMT -6
"Yes." He said with a smile. "I guess this would be a very good reason to pick Abourno." It was a reason he had picked this place, too. Although he just loved traveling and exploring different places, period. Places like Abourno made many painful, long trips worth it. The mountains of Abourno were simply breathtaking and something you could only see from Abourno.
He rolled his eyes again when she explained that she didn't discriminate against males and their races. "Well, at least I can count on the affection you feel for me makes me different from others." He wished he had something more, something better than the other males she fed off of but her love and affection was enough.
Xiao chuckled. "You'll be in my dreams regardless of whether you willed yourself there or not." There would be very few moments from here on out where he didn't think of Fixatia. She would constantly be on his mind.
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